Why I'm closing my Etsy shop after a decade of success

When I opened my Etsy shop back in 2009…I thought it was my last chance. My last shot at taking my artwork seriously and seeing if I could ever sell my creations. I remember clearly thinking, “I can try this…and if I don’t sell a thing at least I know I tried.” Opening the shop gave me hope. Maybe things could change in my life. Maybe I was allowed to create, and be curious. Maybe I was allowed to believe in myself. Believing in myself, was something I had not really done after 27 years of living and I knew I needed to start changing my life and thinking.

One of my 1st best selling artworks, Trees as Veins. It was one of the first of a series of paintings that felt symbolic of my life and helped me process the pain I was living with at the time.

I had been going through a painful summer in 2009 in my personal life-and happened to come across a website called Etsy that allowed creatives to sell their goods online. It seemed so exciting that you could build your own virtual marketplace. It seemed to bridge the gap of trying to sell on Ebay…and be a more nuanced way to sell. For many, I have no doubt it changed their life just like it changed mine.

In a few short years I was selling full time, shipping multiple orders daily and getting brands like Target, Lancôme and many others seeking me out to commission artwork. It blew my mind. It allowed me to see, that I was always in the driver seat. One empowering change after the other I was able to see that I was the creator of my life. I didn’t have to be passive, or let things happen to me. I didn’t need anyone to define what I was creating, because I knew what it meant to me deeply and how much creating changed how I viewed myself. And that was something bigger than me. Something I felt deeply I needed to help others learn to along the way. For me, my gift will always be that I can create but secondly that I can help others know of their own self-worth and the power they have to change their lives.

Like many people who start their own company, you become a bit of a control freak. You know that mistakes cost you, and are there to teach you. And letting go of control and allowing others to help you takes faith and trust. For many years during my Etsy shop I was so afraid that my dreams would be taken from me, that I needed to do it all myself and outsourcing was not the right decision for me at the time. I was ready to hustle, and work hard. I realized quickly how gritty I was. Nothing was stopping me, even when the chips were down I still knew I was going to succeed. That type of mentality has gotten me through the highs and lows of being an artist. Yet, doing it all yourself all the time is not sustainable. I have grown tremendously since that decade ago. In ways I can hardly fathom. And as I have grown, my work has progressed tremendously. And I realize that my Etsy shop, no longer reflects the growth I have seen personally and professionally. I know what my art is worth, and I know where I am going. Change is inevitable. And I want a shop that reflects my taste, and sophisticated sensibility.

I keep telling those close to me, “Everything I have now, is because I thought about it happening. So if I change my thoughts to reflect what is next…they are already on their way to me.”

My world map series from 2011/12 became a huge best selling series in my shop for years.

I want to create less. I want to slow down. I will be charging more. Because I am worth it. I will create large artworks, and things that you have not seen me do. It will be amazing and be the breath of fresh air I need with my work. I will have a new shop, in 2021 that will be an elevated way to shop with me. When I do offer prints, they will be in limited edition signed/numbered. Originals will be larger and more high end. This is my dream for what I see next in my career.

I am working hard to be able to offer as much of a savings to my loyal customers for my Etsy Shop Closing sale. I want this to be a special time for all of us. To really honor the work I have been able to create and share with you all. Each series…is and has always been a true reflection of my life. And I have been honored to have you all support me and build me up. Each small sale has built this incredible life for me. And I cannot wait to grow and share with you the next chapter. Most of my prints in my shop I will be retiring, and they will be 40% off. There will be door prizes and 75% off originals. The originals will be posted throughout November and the sale will officially go live at 10am EST November 27th at www.jessicaillustration.etsy.com. The Etsy shop closing sale will run until December 4th. But it may change on how it all goes. I obviously have never had a sale like this, and I’m looking to hire out a lot of help for the fulfillment of the orders. It will be one of the more exciting moments of my career and a very emotional time for me. I really look forward to sharing this with you all next month.

My shop contains old and new pieces. And I am so thankful for all your support of my art over the years.

The World is Your Runway Challenge so far

We are at day 15 of the 30 day challenge I opened up to anyone on Instagram who wanted to participate in creating their own fashion collection! It has been so fun so far. I love knowing that this challenge will help so many unlock hidden potential, new ideas and creating something they can be proud of.

I shared a little insight earlier this month that I thought might help those who are doing the challenge or want to do one in the future for themselves. Georgia O’Keeffe’s art school teacher urged her to paint a picture a day, an exercise to encourage her to attach more importance to the working process than to the final result. I hope the challenge will allow you to see that creativity should always be about loving the process. Getting into a headspace of using your imagination like you did as a child. Don’t be hard on yourself if you create something that you don’t like. Or if you create something you love and you don’t get a lot likes/comments on it. The process is about getting into the habit of working, sharing and letting go of what you made. As long as you love what you are doing or where it is taking you…the crowd’s point of view really doesn’t matter. At the end of the day creativity should be FUN. Put on a fashion show, sip a good drink, make a fun mood board…get into the spirit of creating the world you want! That’s what I am doing, and I hope my daily posts help you stay inspired. Because what I wasn’t expecting was to feel this project is more for you than me.

I can’t wait to see what you all continue to create. I am impressed with your willingness to do the work and joyfulness to share it. Here are some of the looks I created so far. They would be a dream to see come to life one day. And I know….just by thinking about it could happen means I am one step closer to manifesting it ;)

xo

Jess

A B side creation from today. The further along, the more exciting it is to create more dramatic designs. Think about creating a few “show stoppers.”

I created a color theme for my collection, which has helped a lot for me to keep things unified.

Facing My Fears

I have been taking a break from social media the last couple of weeks, in order to face my fears.

I think if I’m honest with myself, I use social media way more to numb out and block one of my greatest fears I live with today. That fear is from my medical past. My medical past that included being in the hospital last year with internal bleeding so massive, I received 3 blood transfusions in 24 hours. Once I found out I had a tumor blocking my small intestines and it had to be removed ASAP, I don’t think I have ever fully mentally recovered from this trauma. Awaiting for a month to find out if I had cancer or not, was an experience hard to explain to anyone. And at times it overwhelms me that I have had 2 near death experiences in the hospital now, and leaves me feeling so helpless and alone. Saying that I know I am so lucky to have dodged the cancer bullet. And I have had a wonderful recovery and healing process. But it’s like those little cracks of anxiety that sneak up on you…that can really just throw a wrench in your day, week or even year.

Release Your Fears, watercolor on canvas paper.

Although I do a lot of things to really positively go about my day-from journaling, meditating, praying in the morning, to walking 45 minutes-hour outside everyday, eating healthy and doing what I love day in and day out, I still am human. And the trauma can easily be triggered-just from simple everyday things like going to the bathroom. Or a small feeling in my stomach that makes me feel like I want to spiral out and have a full blown panic attack. And I think for the last 6 plus months of COVID, I literally numbed out the quiet feeling that can often terrify me. Because, I do love quiet oddly enough. I love taking breaks to do what I love, and not have anything to prove to anyone. To work on a new body of work uninterrupted. To really remember what life is like before the smart phone days! But I know I get a bit of both now because of my past….sometimes those fears come through and somedays I just have a peaceful, good day.

Not only was I trying to face these fears…my commercial work was also getting to be super defeating. I first didn’t get a job I was vetted for with a brand that I love. Then I was faced with what felt like a punch in my gut….one of my hugest career setbacks to date happened over the course of many months during COVID. I am working hard to learn from my mistake. Legally I cannot talk about it. But let’s just say that it was for a huge client, and it’s made me rethink how to create. And that’s why you saw me create differently a few months back, because I know I am going to take this PIVOT the universe has extended me and be the BADASS ARTIST I AM FOR LIFE!!

Overcoming Defeat, ink on paper.

I will always, ALWAYS be the first person to want others to learn from me, and If I did something wrong I work my butt off to fix things. (Just take a look at my Etsy shop customer service for over a decade…only 1 negative review of over 2k reviews and 12k sale. And that is due to my respect and love for my customers) My blood boiled for a moment there. I felt so many things…and knew I needed the break from social media to really face a lot fears. Instead of just blocking it all out. I also wanted to create a new body of work…and really build myself back up using my positive thinking and manifesting abundance as much as possible. Because if there is anything I know…when life throws me a curve ball, I might strike out but I guarantee you I’ll be back at that base hitting a home run! I know being an artist means I will have career highs and lows. I know art will always be a controversial subject. But I am dedicated to helping others learn from me, and know that I can have huge successes but that doesn’t mean I won’t fail or make mistakes, or have people make me question my worth or talent.

My IG break is about over, and I hope that the new work can inspire you. I did a series of figure studies that I love. Here are a couple that I created that really capture the feelings of fear and overcoming them. When the world knocks me down, I will always be true to this gift that has allowed me to overcome every road block I have encountered in life. So I know now, that this is apart of my story moving forward.

Facing my fears head on, is the only way I can move ahead. And anyone who is facing your fears right now, know you are not alone. And you are brave and I am proud of you. I hope my blog can be a letter to you during your time of need. Pass on love and hope always!

xo

Jess

#theworldisyourunway2020

So 2020….let’s just say some days I feel like “I’ve got this” and other days I feel like I’ve been punched in the gut. And I know EVERYONE can relate. I’ve been taking a break from social media for the rest of the month to really quiet the noise, work on a new body of work uninterrupted, and reset intentions as well as my internal thinking to bring my vibration UP and UP.

I’ve gone through some major changes this year internally with how I see my art and career moving forward. Many of you know I’ll be closing my Etsy shop and reopening a newer, more elevated way to shop with me in 2021 right here on my website. So don’t miss out on my Etsy Shop Closing Sale coming November 27th-December 4th. I’ll be selling originals at 75% off and retiring the prints you see in my collection. There will be door prizes, and all sorts of BLOWOUT deals. Just thinking about the end of this era it makes me misty eyed. But I know it’s the change I need to make to GROW and evolve to the next chapter of my creative life.

Stepping into September like a BOSS. This design I created to get me thinking about the challenge is a silk, chartreuse shirt dress with black suede boots, and gold buttons.

2020 started off busier than ever and seemed to continue moving forward (even during COVID) like a speeding train. I don’t always know how to slow down, as I love to create and the work I do. I finally found an analogy that describes me…I love fashion illustration & creating like I love chocolate. What you see on my Instagram is true, authentic passion and a drive to become better daily. That disposition coupled with the strong empath that I am got me through many months of COVID. As you know I care so much about helping others become more creative and positive in their lives and I felt a strong duty to create free art workshops on my IG (which is one of the things I know looking back I’ll always be so grateful I got to do) All that being said, the burn out is real. So taking breaks from social media really helps me. As well as taking the time to just slow down and reconnect to WHY I STARTED. So I’m grateful that even having a week or so to really build my mental strength and self-love back up is so vital for me. Getting through COVID has got me thinking more and more creatively.

A month or so ago I kept thinking how fun would it be to do a creative initiative of original fashion designs for the month of September? I always love September as it marks the start of the foray into Autumn. All the fashion shows and The September Issue, pumpkin space lattes, putting on a pair of boots….you know all that stuff ;) And of course, this year it will be a little different. But I wanted to create a challenge for me and anyone else who wants to participate via Instagram using the hashtag #theworldisyourrunway2020 and posting your own dream collection, one look a day. So that by the end of September you have 30 looks! It’s a personal challenge for me, because I want to push myself to come up with original looks that I’m excited about and allow me to DREAM. Dream about the day where we will once again go on date nights, cocktail hour with my girls and painting at live events again! All while wearing things that make me feel confident and beautiful. Not gonna lie though, I am still wearing dresses and heels during this quarantine. I did about 3 solid months in sweats and then hit my breaking point bought a bunch of dresses and fancy shoes to say, “enough with these gray sweats…I need to feel like ME again.” Because dressing up for me, allows me to feel like I have a say in my confidence for the day, a tool of self-expression as well as happiness even during COVID.

I hope you’ll have fun if you do participate in this challenge. I will be so happy to share them in my stories and we can all encourage one another and bring some positivity and beauty into the world. And remember…don’t wait to wear that fancy dress. Do it tonight. Put on your favorite Pop songs and dance around. Remind yourself that if you can make the most of your life and time during COVID WE CAN DO ANYTHING!!!

xo

Jess

How Self Affirmations changed my life and how they can change yours too!

This morning as I was writing in my journal it dawned on me that I needed to share with you all how important self-affirmations are.

I am often asked how I lead such a positive life, and how I manifest amazing experiences into my experience. And for me it always, always, always comes down to 2 things. 1. Self-Belief/love and 2. Self-affirmations. They seem to be antidote to a lot of negative thinking I have worked years to overcome. If you met me when I was a young woman, and even in my 20s I wasn’t this person born with natural confidence or self-belief that I could do anything I dreamt of. In fact, it was quite the opposite. And I think that’s why I feel it is important for me to share these continued messages that I was able to change my life and live the life that was only a pipe dream for me, because I choose to believe in myself, and speak loudly words of affirmation. Once I read The Artist’s Way by Julia Cameron, I was able to really implement changes into my daily routine that allowed me to make affirmations a part of my life. That is when I can say without a doubt my life changed. It opened news doors and a new way of seeing my life.

It is important to take the time to look at how you were raised. What were the examples your parents gave you? How did your teachers, friends and others you had relationships with treat you? You are trained at the earliest of ages to know your worth. And we teach people how to treat us. As I did the work in The Artist’s Way I was able to confront ghosts of my past, write them down and tell them they didn’t have the same power over me anymore. I also finally had the courage to leave a relationship where I was continually cheated on and lied to for almost a decade. The moment I left him at 31, I felt for the first time I was truly taking the power back in my life to say, “I AM WORTHY.”

If you are wondering how self-affirmations work they are at the core, very simple. They are just phrases of positive things you want to feel and do in your life, said out loud. The trick is to say them daily, and once you say them enough they become an actual belief. And it’s a form of the law of attraction. If you believe you are worthy of something and can have what you want in life, it makes it that much easier for the universe to bring it to you. Here’s a simple example. I’m sure we can all think of the friends we have that A. Always get exactly what they want in life. Whether it be the raise at work, an amazing relationship, etc. and B. The friend who hangs their head low and always has another story of how someone took advantage of them or their heart is broken yet again. Pay attention the energy your friends typically emit. We all have that energy, and it’s natural for it to be low and high at times. But what is your baseline? Are you usually thinking of what could go wrong? Are you usually thinking that you won’t be paid enough? That people will let you down? Or do you expect things to be more positive for you? These are all things we need to be more aware of.

As the wise words of Oprah I have on my mood board, “You become what you believe.” And just think about Oprah, she got pregnant as a teenager and had to overcome shame and child abuse. She overcame a series of terrible relationships filled with men physically and emotionally hurting her in 20s. And then something happened…she knew she couldn’t live that way and saw better things for her. She chose to change her thinking. And imagine if she stayed in that low place….we would not have the wisdom and inspiration from one of the world’s most powerful and uplifting empaths we have. Her story is one we all can learn from. We can OVERCOME our past. We can LEAD beautiful lives. It’s all up to us.

So here are some affirmations that you can use, and also try to think of specific ones. Write them down in a list. And each morning before you start you day, say them out loud with your shoulders back and your posture strong. Proclaim what is rightfully yours. I got these ones out of the book, The Secret and thought they are really lovely. These are good for everyday. They are general and powerful and will bring your energy up.

1. The Universe is Conspiring for me in all things.

2. The Universe is supporting everything I do.

3. The Universe meets my needs immediately.

4. I am the creator of my life.

5. I draw everything good into my life. Be it, people, jobs, circumstances, wealth, health. I am a magnet for what I think about most and I will CHOOSE to think about good things.

6. I am worthy of love, respect and the dreams I desire.

7. I will give respect to others and I will receive it back.

8. I have unfathomable power to in my mind to create an amazing life for myself and those around me!

9. I will help others and they will help me.

10. My good thoughts are POWERFUL and my negative thoughts are WEAK.

Now I also think it’s important to have specific ones you say. Every time I focus on being specific I am AMAZED at how quickly they work. (I had ones like, “I will work with Chanel. I will work with Target. I will be published in Vogue & Harper’s Bazaar.” AND THEY ALL CAME TRUE!!! But I also have ones non-work related like “I will find a man who respects me and I will respect him”. THAT CAME TRUE TOO!!! So make sure you really think of things that you see as your dream and then spend a few minutes every day believing that they are going to come to you. Be it big or small, you are allowed to have all the things you want. Don’t be shy.

So take the time to make a list of affirmations. Do it now. We all have the time. So no excuses. Practice them every morning. And I can’t wait to hear how they work for you.

xo

Jess

The Final Flash Sale!!!

When I started my Etsy shop back in 2009, I had hopes of it becoming a successful platform to sell my artwork on. It sounded like a pipe dream…to sell what I love making to customers around the world. The first year and a half I didn’t really know much of what to do. Sales were slow but at that time, I wasn’t really putting pressure on myself to sell. I was putting pressure on myself to create meaningful things. I focused more on making artwork that allowed me to grow, express myself and have something to look forward to and dream about. The first 100 sales in my shop, which probably took over a year and a half to hit…all felt amazing. I knew my progress was slower than what others might think, but for me, I was finally taking the time to create what I needed and wanted to.

Blue Girl, one of my favorite pieces, which is now being sold at IKEA stores globally. If you would have told me that when I started my shop….that my artwork would later be sold to one of the largest retailers in the world, I would have not believed you!

The early stages of my Etsy shop were giving me hope and allowing me to heal from a crumbling decade long relationship. I threw myself into my art, when I found out my husband at the time had been unfaithful for more than half our marriage. I was moving all over the country to support his career, so I often was left alone (self-isolated which everyone can relate to more now) and creating was a huge way to get me out of bed in the morning and take the reigns of my own life and mental headspace. So, it’s no surprise that I am always encouraging anyone who asks about how I made my artistic dreams come to fruition, that you must use your own life experiences and story to help you express yourself and heal. What is art for, if it’s not for healing?

It wasn’t long after that first chunk of time, that my work got better. The more I created from my heart and the strong need to, the work got profoundly greater. People were connected to it. It became more and more emotive. I kept mentally thinking, “If you build it, they will come.” From Field of Dreams. And slowly, but surely…they did. And people began sharing the work online and in publications. Brands were contacting me to paint for them. It was all so surreal. There was a huge shift in momentum. And it all came from my heart, my work and God granting me grace to keep me going.

All That Glitters, from the early days of my shop.

My first Flash Sale, I did it on a whim and didn’t really have a platform to share about it on at the time. No Instagram audience at all yet. I just had my Etsy shop banner to advertise and made a few announcements about it. I wasn’t really sure if I would get many sales. When the sale happened, I was so surprised that I had hundreds of prints sold in one day!! I had an audience that was engaged in what I was making, and excited about it. I was texting my best friend who lives back in m hometown of Las Vegas and she was asking me how the sale went and if I needed help. Minutes later she booked a plane ticket to come help me. Ashleigh and I grew so much as friends by then making it a tradition every year since to have her fly out every year and help me for the sale. This year, because of COVID, she won’t be able to join. But luckily we will have other excuses to spend time together, since we are BFFFFFF! And I will have hired help for the fulfilling of orders to make sure we get out the art to you all as swiftly as possible!!

So make sure to mark your calendars for Tuesday, June 23rd for my Final Flash Sale in my Etsy shop!!! Here are some FAQ’s about the sale and why I am closing my Etsy shop after 2020:

1. My Etsy shop has long served me as the platform for my direct-to-customer sales. It also is the place I have been able to create personal work and have your PROFOUND support on! However, as I am growing as an artist and where I am at in my career I feel it is time to let go of my Etsy shop and embrace change to move forward. I have outgrown the platform, and I need to respect myself and honor the new change I am making. I will have a new shop built into my website, where my goal is to slow down and create larger, original works of art and only offer limited edition, signed/numbered prints. Elevating how I create and sell. The way I have been selling will no longer serve me and my energy. So that’s it in a nutshell!

2. The Flash Sale will include the new original paintings you have seen on Instagram, as well as prints and digital downloads at 50% off! At MIDNIGHT EST on June 23rd the coupon code goes into effect, which I will also announce on my Instagram to start the sale. So be sure if you want any of the originals to put a reminder on your phone. The first hour of the sale is always the busiest and originals go fast!

3. The sale ends in 24 hours. So grab what you love. As I will be retiring most of my prints after 2020. Yes, that’s also a huge thing for me to do. Change is not easy…but I believe it’s all serving me in my next step forward with new dreams and hopes.

Porch Party, one of the new original paintings for next weeks’ Flash Sale!

4. I want to thank each and everyone of you who have supported me in my Etsy shop over the years. It is hard to express in words and to fully even process what this has done for my life. I always hope that through what I do, that I can INSPIRE you to go for your dreams. Remember this when you start comparing your start to someone’s decade long successes….I AM JUST LIKE YOU. I knew NO ONE. I was not highly connected. I had about $100 to spend on art supplies when I started making work for my shop. I had rejections, failures and still do. Just remember to stick with it because art is a form of healing, self-love and self-belief and that you have the power to change your life. Don’t wait for someone to tell you you’re good enough, or talented or worthy enough. You are. And once you figure that out without anyone telling you so…YOU WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE.

I love you all, and can’t wait for Tuesday!!! xoxo

Jess

Hang Tight

Wow, it’s been a minute since I have had time to sit down, and feel in the right headspace to write a blog post.

2020. The year that has felt like whiplash. A year where I hope a more united front as well as more empathy and love will be felt worldwide. It is a year and a time none of us will ever forget. I have trusted the whole time, that during this period of struggle, heartache, grieving, uncertainty, and fear would also provide us with changes that we have inevitably needed for quite a long time. Changes that will make us more loving, patient, and grateful. It is often only when things are taken away from us, that we see how blessed we have been. The universal gratitude and awareness of being present is a huge gift. And for those who are able to have spent more time with loved ones, it’s easy to see that that time may never be given to us again.

Stay Home, mixed media on canvas paper.

I spent most of the quarantine balancing being active, meditating, chatting with friends and trying to be productive on personal artwork that I felt inspired to do. As well as teaching a free online workshop. I had hopes I could do some good with this time to spread more of the creativity of healing into the lives of those who were searching for it. I also had freelance commercial work. It was a bit harder to be inspired on that front, as everything was so up in the air constantly. And I was seeing that the constant work work work attitude would push me to burn out faster if I was not careful. I think as an artist so often when I am truly inspired I play off that high energy, or the rich, emotions I am feeling and I get the paint out and go for it. And when I am not inspired I do my best to step away and take a nap, go for a walk or take a long bubble bath.

Self Isolation, mixed media on canvas paper.

Even with all that balance I was trying to have it seemed inevitable that working for 3 months without any real vacation or excuse to take a solid break and put boundaries in place would catch up to me. And let’s face it I have been working non-stop for over a year with little to no vacation except the holiday season. So these last few weeks I have made a concerted effort to sleep in a little later, take naps, go on longer walks and lay out in the park. Just do things that I know give me time and space to be quiet and heal.

It seems as though the energy in the world is overall very sad, and lost. And rightfully so. My heart aches for those who are hurting. It’s hard because I am not one to take in every energy I see as I am a HUGE EMPATH so I have had to create my own force field of energy. To keep me centered and able to help others through my art and my character.

All that being said, we are all doing our best to make sense of this. Whether you have found yourself depleted of energy and not able to get out of bed, or you are being super productive and creative…we all understand. And I think everyone has done a really good job of getting through this. Progress is being made. People are using their voice and platforms more than ever. I will always choose to focus on the good. Because it feels better for my mental health, and I prefer to be hopeful and do what I can to share the best art I can to help myself heal, as well as others.

Below are some of the artworks I have created during this time. It started with a self-isolation series, to then me longing for summery days at the beach, to now more African American inspired artworks. My art has always been like an open diary and reflects my mood or current experience. And I think now, I have an audience that understands that more than ever, and for that I am GRATEFUL.

Sunshine on my Shoulders, mixed media on paper.

Sunshine Ahead, mixed media on canvas paper.

Contemplating Summer, mixed media on canvas paper.

Hang Tight, mixed media on canvas paper.

Swimming in Serenity, mixed media on canvas paper.

Beach Bumming, mixed media on canvas paper.

All Wrapped Up, mixed media on canvas paper.

Looking for Hope, mixed media on canvas paper.

Exciting Updates for 2020

I don’t know about you but 2019 ended so quickly, and 2020 for me has felt much busier than I had anticipated. I’ve been recharging the last few days and it feels timely to share some exciting updates for the year with you all.

1. At the end of 2020 I had the remarkable experience of meeting an idol of mine, Sara Blakely as I was given the opportunity to live illustrate at the Spanx’s holiday party. (That deserves a post in its own right). But in a nutshell…it felt like an out of body experience for me. And the next week I found out I won the Spanx’s Illuminate Her Art contest!! Meaning, my art will be going onto Spanx products in Fall 2020!! Crazy, right?! I am so so thrilled, and cannot wait to share with you all what we are creating together later this year. I am constantly inspired by Sara’s Self-Made, Female-Empowering mission. If you have not listened to her talk about her journey to create Spanx-on the podcast, How I Built This by Guy Raz-do yourself a favor and give it a listen. You will get goosebumps!! When I met Sara, she was filming a story of me painting-so I’m still trying to wrap my head around that moment. I was just a girl who wanted to be an illustrator-and everyday I try to remind others that we all start from zero. And it’s our passion, dedication and self-belief that gets us to see dreams play out like this.

   I am grateful that Spanx will be shedding a light on what I am doing with my art but more importantly the message of motivation, self-love and positivity I am trying to put out in the world. I have been sharing more motivational blurbs on my IG (very stream of consciousness for me) and the reaction I am getting is INCREDIBLE. So be on the lookout for more. As I feel, this is a huge part of the next chapter of my career. Helping others see they are worthy of their dreams. And I thank Spanx for bringing this incredible energy and “illumination” to the work I am dedicated to.

2. I finished illustrating a book, that I am so excited about! It will be debuting in the Fall as well!! I can’t reveal much-but I will say it’s all about Parisian style-one of my favorite subjects!! I cannot wait for this book to hit shelves and share it with you. It has been an incredible experience and felt like the most natural fit.

3. I also have created a special design for Talbots scarves, coming to stores this Fall! I love what we made, and it will be so fun to see my art on a silk scarf! :)

The Power I found in Meditation in 2019 & My tips on practicing Meditation

2019 was a crazy year for me. I honestly don’t remember much of what happened before April.

The start of April was when I went to the hospital and spent the next 4 weeks in and out of the hospital as they ran numerous tests before finding a tumor in my small intestines. It felt almost as if, the surgery date became my own new start to the year. Day 1. April 29th, 2019. A new day, of not knowing what would come after. Acceptance. Waiting to find out if I had cancer or not. That is an indescribable place to be. And then finding out I had a clean bill of health, the surge of gratitude and relief that pumps through your blood is unlike anything else I have felt. It’s a lot to process, and often it can make you want to isolate yourself from others feeling as though they may not understand the trauma you have just lived through.

Luckily, I was born with a mind that always sees the glass half full. But I would also describe myself as an realistic optimist. And I knew moving forward throughout the rest of 2019 would be about learning how to manage anxiety, stress and balancing work in a way that would not set me back. To me, I knew that what mattered more than anything else was feeling good in my body and mind. Finding peace in my daily life. So a lot of 2019 was about really delving into meditation practices. Meditation got me through the times when I was awaiting pathology results. Meditation got me through the dark moments of life in and outside of the hospital. The rest of the year, I was ready to slowly but surely find a way to paint the visuals I would use in meditation.

Let me break it down in simple terms for those who feel they do not understand meditation, or don’t think it will work for them because they don’t know how to quiet their mind or sit still. There is no specific way to practice meditation. So don’t box yourself into thinking it’s just you sitting there for 30 minutes and not allowed to think about anything. For me, I have found that although meditation does require you to be still it doesn’t have to be this rigid, torturous thing. It can be one of the most relaxing things you can do. And in fact, whenever I have done it I almost didn’t want to break from it, because it began to feel like I was in another realm full of peace, safety, acceptance and love. Meditation can truly get you into a deeper sense of yourself and your connection to a higher power. Whatever that power may be, that is for you and you alone to decide.

Here is how I have started to implement meditation into my life. Maybe it will help you. I find that after a yoga session is a great time to transition to it. Or after a heartfelt prayer, a long walk outside, a hot bath or writing in my journal. Meaning, it’s a good idea to have a relaxing, peaceful exercise to already slow down your heart rate and allow you to transition to a peaceful meditation.

Then create a very comfortable and serene ambiance. Light a few candles, put on a soft, quiet playlist with meditation music playlist (youtube has very specific ones you can listen to for hours that I like) Try to keep the light warm, and soft. Wear very soft, comfortable clothes-nothing too close to your body that feels restrictive. The goal is to act like you’re walking into your own spa! It truly can feel like a form of self-care like no other. Then lay flat on the ground preferably with your favorite pillow. Then spend a few minutes taking in deep, slow breaths. Don’t rush this part. Focus on the fact that you are breathing and it feels good to you. Every breath you take in, let it fill your body with good, healthy thoughts. And each exhale, let any negative stress or tension be released with it. Notice where you are holding tension, and release it. I hold mine in my jaw, so I try to soften all the muscles there and release the clench I hold onto unintentionally.

My meditation became about visualizing my body being healthy. I would imagine flowers, in soft transparent colors floating inside my body and mind. I would think about them flourishing in the areas that now had scars. I would imagine the love that I felt from others in my life would come into my mind and body and recharge me in a way that other things could not. From my head to toe I would scan my body and remind myself of every good thing each of my body parts has done and given to me abundantly. Fill your mind with gratitude for every area of your body that has served you well. Respect it. Thank it. Odds are your body has been good to you despite you occasionally mistreating it, or taking for granted for the miraculous machine it is in your life. And your body will take in what you feed it. Mentally more so than you can possibly fathom. So feed it with grateful, beautiful, positive thoughts.

I think the point is, there is no specific right or wrong way to meditate. It’s really about slowing down, and tuning into your body and spirit and letting go of your stress, anxiety and fears. It’s a time to be grateful. Even for something as small as breathing in and out. Even 10 minutes can feel amazing. (Think of all the wasted time we spend scrolling for 10 minutes or more, when we could be easily doing something better for our mental health.) And I love that you can truly do it any time of day or night. IT’S FREE for crying out loud! haha. Before bed or early morning are really great times to utilize it. And there are some guided meditations I found in Ask and it is Given, by Jerry & Esther Hicks that I love and would highly recommend. I found it has really help me combat bouts of PTSD. When I feel super stressed out, I will immediately drop everything I am doing, go on a walk without my phone and come back and do a yoga and mediation session. It just feels like a tool we can all step into more. Meditation feels like the exact type of healing I have been looking to have in my life. I of course love my Doctors, and doing ALL THE THINGS to keep me balanced and healthy. But I had no idea how much meditation would become a part of my life and make me feel so much more peace and gratitude. Being grateful even when I was sick, was hard but when I got to that headspace my life became infinitely better.

Sending you the best wishes to 2020! I hope this inspires you to take a few minutes and try it out for yourself. Would love to hear your feedback :)

My Simple Guide of Resources for Artist's

I have created this post in response to the numerous emails, DM’s and questions I get on a regular basis. In fact, I want my entire blog to be a resource for creatives and I hope you can utilize and feel inspired and empowered by what I share in this space.

1. One of the most common questions I get is how I have been able to have monetary success with my artwork. I have written a few posts on this very subject. Read this post on my Etsy shop success:

http://jessicadurrant.com/blog/2019/3/18/from-1-etsy-shop-sale-to-10000-lets-talk-about-the-in-between

2. I offer mentoring to those who wish to have more personalized direction, guidance and advice. I have been using Rookie Up! as the platform to schedule and facilitate these sessions, and it’s truly been lovely to meet artist’s around the world! To book your own personalized mentoring session, click link below:

https://www.rookieup.com/jessicadurrant/

3. I get a lot of questions about how I can create full time. But I rarely get asked, how did I improve my art over the years? I think it is vital for artist’s to FOCUS ON THE ARTWORK. Then the money will come. I think so many get trapped in thinking about the money first. My philosophy is you must be in this to make great work. If you cannot live without creating, then you already are on the right path! Because no matter the hardships, you still NEED TO CREATE. So take a look at this other blog post I wrote about how I got into a rhythm of creating non-stop to improve my skills and my work.

http://jessicadurrant.com/blog/2019/2/26/my-practical-advice-for-creative-dreamers

4. And please, please please READ THIS BOOK! The Artist’s Way by Julia Cameron. It’s a life changing book for any person, and especially any creative dreamer. This is the reason why I am successful, and work with the largest brands in the world. Positive thinking, daily affirmations and visualizations are what I practice daily to manifest my dreams. Here is a link for the book on Amazon:

https://www.amazon.com/Artists-Way-25th-Anniversary/dp/0143129252/ref=sr_1_2?crid=1Q8EQP96M5Z70&keywords=the+artist+way+by+julia+cameron&qid=1565270996&s=gateway&sprefix=the+artist%2Caps%2C184&sr=8-2

5. I was recently interviewed for a podcast with Let’s Highlight Real. The whole podcast is perfect for creatives. The podcast interviews professionals who talk about the ups, downs and failures & successes in such a down to earth, relaxed and touching way. Podcasts in my opinion are such an amazing resource, and they are FREE! So no excuses, go listen to a slew of these. Mine is episode 3:

https://www.letshighlightreal.com/2019/04/01/episode-03-how-to-push-and-evolve-your-style-with-jessica-durrant/

6. I have been working on my own art book, full of the inspiring stories behind my favorite art pieces over the last decade. The 100 limited edition books have sold out, but I am working on making a PDF version in September and a 2nd edition next year. For many of you, you have already seen the sneak peeks of the book on my Instagram. I cannot wait to have these books shipped out this month! If you would like to be included in the next edition, or want a PDF version please fill out a contact form right here on the website :)

7. If you are an illustrator or want to become one, there is a guidebook for pricing jobs, quoting, and contracts. This is an amazing tool! Purchase the latest edition on Amazon:

https://www.amazon.com/Graphic-Artists-Guild-Handbook-Guidelines/dp/1507206682/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=illustrators+guide+to+ethical+pricing&qid=1565271556&s=gateway&sr=8-1

Thank you for all your support! I hope these resources will help you, and perhaps shed some light and inspire you in new ways!

xo

Jess